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Hello Everyone. New Projects coming soon: A book, a song and a new ministry.

Dear bambinos, Greetings in the most High Jesus Christ!

Haven’t posted lately so I thought I should.

*As I hand out my single Made in the Image of God based on Psalm 139:14…(Its on Spotify) I am now ….going to pass out another song I wrote some time ago…which will reflect a rally cry…to fight against and rescue child-trafficked and also victims of forced labor. It is called You Are The Lighthouse(coming soon).

*I am also working on a prayer book. First time ever…I am doing this…I started it last year,very impressed by Holy Spirit to write what I have seen and heard…real stuff. Its about answered prayers, true miracle stories and my experience in using scripture in prayer. Don’t know the title yet.

*A children’s book about how I witnessed a miracle with my mom with some children and two butterflies back in the 80’s. No title yet for sharing. Rough draft and editing verses/rhyme . Sketches next with a bit of watercolor splash.

*In the middle of this I have been having dreams of human trafficking. Yes beloved…not in detail, thank God, but enough to break anyone’s heart!

I see in many places…with no names or faces…But God showing me what’s breaking His heart! Scenes in different environments and places…like the back roads of states where no one saw what was happening. Children being transported in trucks, rooms at night even on high school campuses…I even saw a profile of a young woman in a cage…a Cage! I grieved for days…I am still grieving…and How much more our Lord grieves because He sees all things!

Now with my prayers of pro-life I am interceding for children and adults of human slavery…which is SPREADING LIKE WILDFIRE.

No child is safe beloved…be aware, be cautious of your children’s safety.

Pedophiles, groomers, drug and trafficking cartels all work together to not only steal your children’s bodies…but their souls! Charismatic groomers are planted everywhere… even in highschools…even in middleschools. Get involved in your highschools keeping your eyes open as parents…and teach your kids…warning them only to trust legitimate school programs approved by you as parents. And if I were you homeschool your kids if you can but especially as they get older and are in that more rebellious stage.

Pray, fast and get involved in any way possible…But raise awareness now!

I love you all…take care of your loved ones…and especially prepare their souls…for what’s coming upon the earth. Teach them faith in Jesus now.

love,

Mama Lauren

 

The great ingathering or they great coming to the light gathering?

Dear Ones….They are coming! People are coming to us. Us meaning believers. Light your candles, your lighthouse flames, let your light shine…salt all your conversations and actions with God’s word…cause “they are coming.” They are the broken, the outcast, the lonely, the isolated, the separated, the brokenhearted, the seekers of truth, the questioners and the downcast of soul…They are coming to your work, your supermarket, your neighborhoods. They are coming hungry and thirsty for truth. Are you ready beloveds? Are your lamps lit so they can see you in the darkness. Are you salted and ready to add flavor  to others lives and situations…Can they see you YOU? Can they find you. Come out …come out where ever you are Body of Christ….BE READY!

 Are you ready with a message of hope…be ready dear ones…cause they need you. And this call is not just that strangers are coming…the body of Christ is coming…cause they are not getting enough in their life…for EVER REASON.

People get ready…THEY ARE COMING!

LOVE, PRAYERS AND WISDOM FOR ALL IN THE HOLY GHOST!

Mama Lauren

Three Dreams of Jesus Poem, by MamaMiaLove

December 30 , 2014

Three Dreams of Jesus

I had three dreams of Jesus
The first one by the Marriage Bed
Next one washed by a crystal sea.
The last one where I was a woman/child that played upon his knee, time goes so fast but I remember these dreams given to me.

In the first, I was a woman wanting His touch,
So lonely forgotten and needing so much.
He dressed me in a heavenly white gown
flowing with delicate cloth to the ground.

I passed through double doors into a room
With soft blazing light as he raised his arms to dim the glorious light,

It was the wedding chamber of my prince,
My husband to be. There were flowing window curtains and a bed with a canopy.

When I finally could see his face…I went to him to behold his embrace.
I dropped my shoulder sleeves to show him submission
He just smiled with the warmest expression.
As He was placing my sleeves back into place
And guiding me to a bench in the sweetest embrace, by the marriage bed we sat and gazed at each other instead.
Then he drew me across his knee and dipping me romantically into ecstasy.

The second dream I had I was guided up a dusty road- by angel I suppose.
There was someone walking behind…a figure I knew but a face I could not find.
At first I saw Jesus, on a grass so green
Preaching to the sick, the crippled, and unclean.
I passed Him by, only to find,
Myself within a white mausoleum:
Looking for love, for someone kind?
I was looking for him who my heart longed,
For him whom my heart loved in this room.
In this place I was looking for whom?
When I opened a coffin one corpse said,
“Why are you looking for the living… among the dead?”

Then suddenly I was at a crystal sea
With Jesus washing it’s water over me.
So meticulously he washed, scrubbing each part
Washing me clean right down to my heart.

And then just as quickly, bringing me back to that place,
I knew the man standing by the maseleum-i now see his face.
Jesus made me see, that this man could never love me like He should,
Then holding my face, oh so tenderly he would by…
Tipping his head and smiling at me…
sighed, “I will love you forever”
And in his eyes… I saw eternity.

And in one more dream
I’m going up first a stairway over a bridge,
through a wooden door to sit on a loving Jesus’ knee, cuddling and playing with his face and hair
like a toddler with glee.
There were others there with me
one by one having fun… with such familiarity.
I saw one close friend and just one more-
with childlike spirits coming through the door.

Each one sat upon his knee and played so gleefully.
This place I longed to stay- to dwell -but floating backward I could tell I could not abide.
For it was time to go… He did decide.
Oh, in His arms , oh in that place! I could not reside.

Now… I remember my heavenly father planned for me-through my life, three dreams to see.
For both the woman and child in me.
To live. To grow. To be.
This is the Father’s love for me.

To: Spiritual Prayer Warriors, Modern day Christ sent Prophets and those who Serve in the Kingdom of our Lord Jesus.

Greetings dear ones and holy embrazos to you all. Here in the States and abroad over the waters.

I want to talk to the Body of Christ. Those that have been faithfully serving and those that are about to…and those that are yet to be sent but want to.

Bless you and hugs to you from me Mama Lauren.

I know you have been suffering…i know you feel overwhelmed…but we must hold on…and pray for re-inforcements and for some rest.

Wait on the Lord…and he will make you rise up like an eagle…run and not be weary…

Many of you like me keep hitting brick walls as you begin a new ministry or goal for the Lord.

Many of you are stopped in your tracks.

Dont waste this time wondering…why…just ask him to reveal why?

Dont’ waste your sorrow or suffering…give it to the Lord…add it to his great cup of suffering…he will use it for those in the body of Christ that need strengthening, prayer. It will be like

your fast before him. Don’t waste your tears…give them all to him…he will turn your scars into stars as someone else has said.

If we suffer with him , we will reign with Him.

Nothing you do or go through with and for the Lord is waisted.

Even now i am hurting physically. I offer it up for the children in the world who have no hope…who’s parents are giving up…

the parents are not teaching them to hope or believe in miracles…we must do that…for them…we must pray for all Christian

families everywhere struggling to believe in miracles. Lets be salt and light to them in prayer first…then in action afterwards.

It is so obvious to me and I am sure to you that we need re-enforcements, rest and retreats from time to time…but now more than ever.

We  need Generals to fight the good fight of faith and spiritual action for as you know most of what we do in the Lord is on our knees in prayer…but if we are all to busy serving in the Church and outside in the highways and byways , there is no time to rest and regroup.

Please take time to rest dear ones…always alone in your prayer “closet,” or at silent retreats or retreats geared to regenerate , invigorate and re-charge your  spiritual muscles.

I like to think of an analogy of the land…there is physical land and spiritual land. There is spiritual land development to bless all communities for prosperity and freedom all over the world. And there is spiritual development of the entire body of Christ. Christians are suffering not just physically but they are exausted…cause others in the world are not on their knees praying and fasting…they are not out in the field feeding and clothing the naked and poor…they are not visiting the sick or those in prison…it seems i see in my own life the same people doing the same things over and over…this should not be so…new troops and re-enforcement should come in so the “ol” prayer warriors and holy doers can rest a bit. it doesn’t take much to get us back on our feet …but we need to take time to be with the Lord…or with a trusted seasoned few believers and friends we know and have been known by. We need the fellowship …yes but we need to listen and hear the Word of the Lord. The Word for this very hour. We need to hear from what others are hearing. Valuable prophetic men and women that are spending time fasting and praying…Come forth in the Name of the Lord…dear children of God…he has poured out his Spirit and he will keep pouring it out. Use your talents and gifts in the spiritual  rhelm…many of you you have done the physical for years…now use your supernatural ones, those through prayer are done. PRAYER AND FASTING IS THE KEY IN THIS HOUR FOR THE BODY OF CHRIST…

But it won’t happen unless you slow down and spend time resting in the Lord and with the Lord…hearing his Word.Its like a farmer who rotates his crops to get the best yield and quality. Its like a circle of sections in a field…each section is categorized for special plants. Other fields are rested cause they have been producing for over 7 years….they must not rest..and the farmer uses the other fields for a while. That is like the Body Of Christ…she must have times of rest too…and the farmer represents the General of an army…but in this case its a spiritual army for spiritual warfare, not against people…they are ignorant at times and innocent at others. But against the brutal evil invisible forces ST. Paul speaks of in Ephesians chapter 6.

And the body of Christ needs a vision! the bible says: ” …My people perish cause of lack of knowledge!” says the Lord.

Oh Lord send for your prophets, teachers, evangelists and Generals in the faith…we need them now oh Lord…thank you Abba Father, in Jesus Holy Name. Amen

I love you all…that are spending their lives loving others…i pray that you all experience Christ in a deeper and richer way each time you are alone with Him.

Blessings in Christ,

embrazos,

MamaMiaLove

 

July 27, 2014 One of those nights when i couldn’t sleep…and was inspired to write: “Reveal”

How come we have such pride in what we are not inside?

It was grace that my heart was taught.

From the time I walked any time I sing,

it was God that showed  me everything.

You are all wisdom eternal,  try me Lord and see-

I cannot make up anything, unless it matched with your offering.

 

Try me and see if there is anything good in me…

For my  heart would not choose anything good,

the closest comes to when I care for the brotherhood

and my own young is where i see the little good in me.

I am powered by your grace- fueled by a love that would embrace

all of me, though I be such a foolish soul as me.

Now,  I repent and turn away of all those things that are made of clay-

away from things that make you frown:  that turn this world upside down.

Help me be your little lamb, pure in heart and pure in plan .

Let me be like you Lord- fully seen, fully poured out with joy,

laid out clean- like your newborn girl or boy.

 

 

MamaMiaLove

 

Suffering: What do we do about it… and with it? by Mamamialove

 

Suffering…what can we make of it? Why do we go through it? What good can come out of it? The bible says much good can come…see how St. Paul reflects on this idea.

Now I rejoice in what was suffered for you, and I fill up in my flesh what is still lacking in regard to Christ’s afflictions, for the sake of his body, which is the church.”

John Schoenheit says in a paraphrase of what St. Paul says about suffering as it relates here in Colossians:

“Now when I see the full extent of God’s mercy, now when I ponder over His mighty work of reconciliation, I cannot choose but to rejoice in my sufferings. Yes, I Paul the persecutor. I Paul the feeble and sinful am permitted to supplement. I do not shrink from the word to supplement the afflictions of Christ despite all that he underwent. He, the master, has left something still for me the servant to undergo, and so my flesh is privilege to suffer for his body, his spiritual body, the church.”

I, Mama, woke up thinking about verse 24..and it was hard to figure out… but this particular website I found out…plus many others served  up some pretty good understanding of what it means .

John Schoenheit says:
“I want to tell you that as I was studying this verse and praying about this verse and asking the Lord to show me what this verse meant, he gave me this picture. I am not saying that this picture is God breathed; it is just what I believe the Lord gave me to help understand this verse. Maybe it will help you, too. I played racquetball and squash in college and occasionally played handball. The Lord showed me a cement wall like you would see at the end of a racquetball or squash court. It had a super ball thrown against it. That super ball bounced off that cement wall and bounced all over the room. The Lord showed me that if we refuse to accept the sin that has been dealt to us, the unfairness, the abandonment, the lack of love, or the abuses, and they pile up as bitterness and hurt in our heart, then those hurts bounce off and go around hurting other people. That is pretty commonly known in our society in what we call hurting people, hurt people. One picture that the Lord gave to me was a cement wall and the super ball was thrown against it. The super ball bounced all over the place. He then showed me the same wall again with a lump of modeling clay that was thrown against it. It went “thud,” and it stuck right on the wall. That was as far as it went. The Lord just gave me the understanding that “John, you can get hit with sin and become angry, bitter, hurt, and all that will bounce out and hurt others, or you can simply take it and between you and me, deal with it.” Ladies and gentlemen, you can learn like Paul to rejoice in the midst of the sufferings, and you can be proud to participate in the redemptive process. Like Paul, you can fill up in your flesh what is lacking in regard to Christ’s affliction because sin is still out there. The world’s redemption is not complete. Sin is still there. Hurt is still there. Pain is still there. You have a choice. You are going to experience it, so you have a choice. You can stop it in you and learn to work it out with you and the Lord and just realize that it is part of the redemptive process, and the Lord will heal you. The other choice is to be all angry and bitter about the hurt, the pain, and the injustice of life and build that up in your heart. Eventually, it will bounce off and start hurting other people.” so says John S.

Then, like him , I read, Philippians 3:10
“I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings,”

St. Paul said I want to share in the “fellowship” of Christ sufferings.  What is this fellowship he speaks of?

When Paul, of the highest of Pharisees, set himself up as judge of this “new way” sect …this group of Christ followers….and he began hunting them down. But, as God would have it, as he was on his way on the road to Damascus to slay Christians…the Lord stopped him completely in his murderous campaign… by first blinding him. How metaphoric of the Lord…such a teaching…but his  physical blindness didn’t last long. For God was showing and giving him new “vision.”

Wow…Jesus first asked Paul this:

Acts 9:4
“He fell to the ground and heard a voice say to him, “Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?”
Then the voice of God told him where to go and what he was going to do…and that specifically was to suffer for him…suffer to forgive himself, suffer to bring the gospel to the gentiles…to be part of the redemptive process…wow and wow!
Schoenheit continues…
“You see, you are part of the Body of Christ, and the redemptive process of Christ because the redemption of the world is still occurring. That is why the world around us is still fallen, and that is why people are in the world are still getting saved.” .

I Mama, believe this also…there is a connection of Christ sufferings with ours..it is a mystical union…a oneness, but in detail-still a great mystery!
If we , lovingly and willingly  give our sufferings to Christ…and in return – turns our, as someone once said, “scars into stars.”

Remember Romans 8:28…where he promises…that everything will work together for good…and that includes or sufferings…dear one..don’t waste them…give them to God, on behalf of your own failings and sinfulness but give them for the sake of your family, loved ones and friends…for that matter the whole church.

Here are more scriptures on it:

2 Corinthians 1:3 and 4
(3)” Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort,
(4) who comforts us in all our troubles,”

I, Mama, believe
What of bitterness and our hurt…we place it in his cup of perfect and complete redemption…then we do our part…cause we are one with Him…we unite our sufferings with our Lord. We do it every time we partake of the Lords table!
John Schoenheit quotes more scripture and says:

” 2 Corinthians 1:3-5
(3) Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort,
(4) who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.
(5) For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows.”

It is not just that we just stop in Colossians that ‘I fill up in my flesh what was lacking in regard to Christ’s sufferings.” It is not just that I have to suffer, and that is the end of it. In verse five it says, “The sufferings of Christ are going to over flow into our lives.’ That is because the world is not fully redeemed yet, and Christ is still suffering, personally and through his Body. You and I as members of the Body of Christ are part of that suffering, and we are part of that redemptive process. You and I are filling up in our flesh what was lacking in Christ’s affliction.
Do you know what? That is not the end of the story. It is not that I am being beaten up and beaten up and beaten up. The end of the story is in verse five.”

2 Corinthians 1:5 says,
‘ For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows…’ so says John S.

Mama rejoices in “this comfort” in tribulation.
How about :
“1 Corinthians 15:58
…you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.
Colossians 1:24a
Now I rejoice in what was suffered for you…,”
John Schoenheit remembered that too in his commentary.

The Apostle Paul wrote that. We want to be able to rejoice in what we suffer for others in this life even though we are suffering from them. We do this because it is part of the redemptive process that we are suffering for them also.

Let’s look again dear ones…oh Holy Spirit open the eyes of our heart and the understanding of our mind-natural and supernatural…

Colossians 1:24
“Now I rejoice in what was suffered for you, and I fill up in my flesh what is still lacking in regard to Christ’s afflictions, for the sake of his body, which is the church.”

It will help us to get over anger and bitterness if we realize that taking it and giving it to the Lord, not harboring it and being upset about it, that we are actually participating in the redemptive process, says John S.

Now Schoenheit recaps :

“Our goal is to become like Christ. What stands in the way are things that are in our heart that keep us from being like Christ. Those things will try to work their way out of our heart. Those things that are in our heart will come out of our heart even if we do not like what we see, such as anger and bitterness. We want to change our heart. We want to purify it so that we can be like Christ. We are going to have to have confidence that the change will occur. We want to pray for God’s help and get God involved. We want to realize how serious the situation is, and we have to prepare to work hard, and even take drastic action if it is necessary to change our hearts.

About the hurt and pain and abandonment and abuse that you have already suffered that has produced anger and bitterness, Ephesians 4:31 says to get rid of it. It is going to help you get rid of it if you understand it. You will understand it better if you understand that you are part of the redemptive process. You and I have the privilege of helping to redeem this world from its sin. An awesome privilege is it not?”
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[Excerpts taken from this website: “Truth or Tradition” by John Schoenheit]
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Hope you are blessed from this sharing of faith.

MamaMiaLove

Halloween Then and Now

Hi folks.

I love Autumn! I love the colors and the sleepy feeling…the slowing down of my pulse…You say slowing down…I guess I am still talking like an  US Easterner. Cause that’s what happens when you live back East as opposed to living in LA.

When we came to Cali…in 1949…it was already busy on La Brea Avenue in Los Angeles. We lived on a busy corner of La Brea , a famous street that led to Rodeo Road in one direction and to the industrial section the other direction…There was Beverly Hills, which my sister used to take buses to to get autographs from such famous persons as Jeff Chandler and Mario Lanza back then. Then there was her Catholic School  Bishop Conaty girls High(which now is Lady of Loretto High School. We didn’t have money to send me and my older brother there. So we went to a public school 5 blocks away which I walked at 5 years of age. Wow. That won’t happen today- right?

Things were pretty plain and simple back then. I would do my chores and then watch TV till mom came home. One event proved very serious. There was two things..the earthquake of 51 , I believe, it did some damage to our sidewalk mainly. And that fateful day a garbage truck man fell asleep at the wheel and careened into our bedroom of our house. It so happened that I always played there in that very corner…underneath my Nonna’s old fashioned pedal-push sewing machine. I guess I felt her presence there. I would sit for hours playing with my dolls. One afternoon around lunchtime…mom interrupted my play with: “Lauren come and wash your hands and have some lunch…” I, for some silly reason hesitated…like children do in order to exercise their power. When I didn’t come right away…she called out again…the same thing, but louder and more firmly.  I smiled and hesitated…feeling very obstinate…I was so comfortable with my dollies and I. Then it happened. I literally heard a voice saying something like: “Get up now and wash your hands!” The voice was very firm and scary to me…I think I had never heard that sound before. I was only around four and a half or five years of age.

I quickly responded …out of sheer fear…and ran to the bathroom. No sooner had I wet my hands with soap did I hear a thundering crashing sound and all the white powder from the collaspsing walls filled the hallway bathroom and living room. I stood in shock for the longest time…it seemed. It was very surreal …for I barely heard my mom through the rubble screaming my name…”Lauren Lauren…where are you…are you alright?” I crawled over the mess to my mothers arms. She enfolded me into her arms where I felt such overwhelming love. My poor mom…she went through so much with me…having to go to work while I was so young…going through my several pneumonia and whooping cough bouts that almost took my life several times. Now this shocker!

Now looking back, I feel that something was always chasing me in my life to stop me from just being me. I don’t do anything special like everyone else…I just believe in love. I try to sing about it…and love my family and have a few friends. Just a few. I can’t understand how people have to have so many friends…I get exhausted just taking care of my family! LOL

Now I come  to Halloween. Back then , when I first started doing Halloween…my sister said in the Catholic schools they would stress two feast days in the church around Halloween time. All Hallows Eve(which is the night of Halloween) which is the feast of All Saints. Hense that is where the name originally came from. And the very next day…feast of All Souls where Catholics pray for the Souls of the dearly departed. That is the customary tradition of praying for the dead in purgatory. They didn’t know where their parents or grandparents went so just in case the church prays for family members with masses and other devotionals.

Purgatory is a place of cleansing…a place where the person is good…but doesn’t really have a relationship with their God and a relationship with the body of Christ.

Purgatory was instituted because of signs wonders and prophetic visions from the saints…mainly the visitations on earth from the Virgin Mary , the mother of Christ.

There is an inference of this place in the bible. It is the verse where Jesus after he died visited “the imprisoned spirits.” He, no doubt, spoke to them about salvation. These imprisoned spirits are explained to us by modern Biblical scholars that these spirits were those that were patiently and faithfully waiting and believing for the Messiah. God love and faithfulness in turn is magnified and glorified by the fact that He, The Christ, the Messiah kept his Word and did visit them and deliver them from their affliction. Second chapter of this rare story in the bible can only be seen through the eyes of faith. I would presume then, once hearing the gospel in person from “the Christ” himself then they the imprisoned spirits would accept Him as their  Jeshua Mashiach  and be saved. But, that part is left for your spiritual upbringing, knowledge of scripture and  imagination.

I digress. Now the Halloween back then in the fifties and hundreds of years before in the church never celebrated death, gore and mutilation. Today it is being done.Back then the church had the kids dress up in their heroes of faith- The Saints. That culture was more innocent. But how did we go from the positive images to the negative? Hollywood for one started seeing that there was money in Horrifying people. Christ came to bring positive images of peace and love and faith. The horror movies brought on fear, bad dreams and over-cautiousness of people around us. They feed the souls of the sick, mentally ill and criminal minds. Life imitated film. But that’s not all that is to blame…we must realize that are hearts by nature are not good-“Our hearts are deceitfully wicked…” the bible says. Without good guidance we go astray quickly.

Why else did we go from something sweet to something evil? Please ask yourself that.  Please ask why witchcraft and Satanism is rising. Start doing your research. I know a lot of you are trying to ignore this fact and just send your kiddies to parks , churches and family celebrations at Halloween and that’s good for the kids…but we mustn’t just hide from this evil…

Remember the old adage…from Edmund Burke “All the is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.”

Beloveds…what can we do to make a positive change during the month of October? I have one suggestion for starters. Pray more during this month…and all month. Pray and fast one meal a day, or if you can’t do that. Fast from anger on the freeways, fast from cussing, fast from being impatient, clean more as a fast, fast by giving to others, tv or sweets on several days a week…or fast one day a week…just water with prayer of course…for a more Godly, less horrifying time of the year…and for heaven’s sake…please speak up and not in a judgmental way…for the little ones who come to your door for candy have no idea what is happening…just be kind to them if you do open the door to them…and bless them.

Personally your witness at Halloween is the most powerful time of year to do so…be out there as a light…dress up as an angel..when they come…dress up like a saint and talk about them at the door explaining about the real Halloween…the real reason for the season, but without insulting or pointing fingers. Be a light for Christ.

Happy All Hallows Eve to you all.

Happy All Saints eve to you for you are Saints on the Way to God!

love,

MamaMia

 

 

Scott Harrison Ceo and founder of charity:water- His Amazing story!

http://www.charitywater.org/about/scotts_story.php

Please check out Scott Harrison’s incredible journey in the founding of charity:water!

I have watched him from his early beginnings of working with my husband’s cousin the nurse as she worked with him on his first mission to Africa as a photo-journalist for them to do his first real charity work. From this early beginning of helping the poor and seeing their harsh destitution…he thought what do they primarily need the most…what could I do to help. Then he thought of founding an organization, using his photography to advertise, for drilling for water wells.

Check out his amazing testimony!

Jump on board and help…if anything…pray for his work, his staff and the good he can bring to the world.

Love,

MamaMia

Greetings …Fall is here…and i love it. Its my favorite time of year.

Yes i love love mother nature going into sleep mode. I can’t seem to get enough of it. This world is going so fast lately. Is it me or do you feel it too? A swirling speed of things presenting themselves to us saying: “Fix this now Or visit this person they need help…or take care of this bill…or car trouble or yada yada..” Stop the world i want to get off…i think i should go into hibernation mode too…b I am just doing too much and am starting to get overwhelmed…but in if one lives in California..which i do. one feels like they are indefatigueable….cause the weather makes it possible for you to overdo and overbook and soon you think you are a superperson and you can keep up with the chaos…trouble is …dear ones…you can’t …Its time to slow down. Right? Do you feel your body setting boundaries…listen to it…be sensible…be like the autumn leaves and gently let go of all those things that you think needs to get down…shorten your “short” list…only do what is vitally necessary now…and take one day at a time…one project at a time. And remember…Love is what is most important…do all things in love and for love’s purposes cause love is the answer! Till next time, Love, MamaMia

What is true Beauty by MamaMiaLove

Dear Ones,

How is your beauty quotient? I mean what do you base beauty on…inner or outer visuals and thoughts? Do you contemplate beauty? Do you seek after it? In what form? Forms?

I went to a Andrea Bocelli concert recently…it was titled Passione! Passion for what I first asked myself. I am done with passion for one person or even my children…I seem to get myself into trouble worrying, praying and thinking about them all the time. I thought….I want passion in general. I want to be passionate for life! Loving everyone not just my kids. I have room in my heart for the love of many children and and adults too.j

We all need love and are so stingy with it at times.

When I felt the music going into my soul and mind…it released childhood memories…of dancing to Nutcracker Suite by Tchiakowski waltz of the flowers precisely…how I used to dance to the music with wild abandon, when I was alone in a room. The music was so stunning…so poignant to where my life is right now…a yearning to travel…to get in touch with my roots…to sing to dance…but I thought how can I capture beauty doing something that I have no money , time or energy to obtain…but no…it went into my soul like osmosis….I trembled with delight…looking at various times at my grandson of 15 whom I enjoy being with…I noticed that he a mere youth, loved these classical opera arias even more than the pop singers that sang with Bocelli…we both were blown away.

I walked away with memories rushing into my mind as a child getting up early in the morning and hearing my Italian American dad play Verdi and Puccini on the turntable. Hours before I left to school.

He seemed to need it to carry on with the demands of the day as a painting contractor…sometimes driving 50 minutes to do what he had to.

Beauty…started to take root…I actually looked into the mirror when I got home…it was as if I was healed of something dark that robbed me of remembering beauty from my childhood..and a lot of the beauty of my adulthood too.

The day after the concert…I continued to see beauty through listeing to the Italian classic operas…cause that’s what I was familiar with.

as I did…I wept even more…forgave my Dad..cause I finally understood him even more…He wanted to live back east by his mom and dad who came from Italy. He wanted me to learn this music…and fuse it into my soul by playing them over and over…

I was touched forever . I took dancing…art  when I was 18-22. Later in life I went back to sing at the college.

it always was healing and restorative for me…so beautiful.

Oh let beauty be your aim today. It will lift you from your doldrums…especially the classical..find favorites on the internet…and pla them when you are blue…and it will do the trick.

 

Beauty dear ones…not romance…specifically…but beauty…its different. Romance fits in there…at a point but not in beautys purest form.

I put a poem on the website of beauty too.

Go beauty catching dear ones…its like trying to catch a butterfly…you can’t keep it..just look at it long enough and it will change you.

Hear a bird singing long enough and you will want to sing too.

We have to be careful not to stay away from it too long otherwise we become empty. Its like that scripture in the bible…”without a vision the people perish” Without beauty we become darker, sadder and more hopeless. Surround yourself with beauty today…beautiful writing, song and gardens!

Be touched by music…or  a puppy, person or friend…its all beauty…have fun and drink of it often…to balance your fears, to balance your doubts and your weightiness of your own sins and the offenses of others…

Beauty brings peace and reconciliation …it brings hope and a lifting up of ones souls!

love,

Mama